#AMREADING PATRICK
MODIANO, Villa Triste.
In
a resort town a stateless young man, who calls himself Count Chmara, meets Yvonne,
an actress, and her protector, Dr. Meinthe, but who among them is the most
enigmatic and the best at the role-playing game?
Meinthe.
At
long intervals, the muscles in his left cheek tensed, as if he were trying to
catch a slipping, invisible monocle, but his dark glasses hid much of this twitching.
Occasionally he’d thrust out his chin as though provoking someone. And then his
right arm was shaken from time to time by an electrical discharge that
communicated itself to his hand, which would trace arabesques in the air. All
these tics were coordinated most harmoniously, and they gave him an agitated
elegance.
Yvonne’s
dog, Oswald. He belonged to a very rare
strain of Great Danes, all of them congenitally afflicted by sadness and the
ennui of life. Some of them even committed suicide. I wanted to know why sh’d
chosen a dog with such a gloomy nature. Because there are more elegant than the
others, she replied sharply.
Yvonne.
She’d put on a beach robe with big
orange and green stripes and lie across the bed to smoke a cigarette. It was
very important for her to spend the season in this resort town, she explained. The
season was going to be very brilliant. “Resort,” “season,” “very brilliant,” “Count
Chmara” – who was lying to whom in this foreign language?
Count
Chmara and Yvonne. We spent lazy days.
We’d get up fairly early. In the morning, there was often mist—or rather a blue
vapor that freed us from the law of gravity. We were light, so light…When we
went down Boulevard Carabacel, we hardly touched the sidewalk.
A
hotel that is past its glory days. The
dreary walls and furniture begin to exude the sadness of shady hotels. There
is a sickly-sweet smell in the
corridors, which I can’t identify but must be the very odor of anxiety, of
instability, of exile, of phoniness. A smell that has always accompanied me. The
lobbies are nothing more than waiting
rooms. Waiting for what, exactly? The lingering scent of Nansen passports.
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